Journal Entry from 2007

I am convinced the government has a mind reading utility device hooked up to two or three humpback whales outside my apartment.  So I am writing my thoughts so they will be public anyway.  So we face the threat of nuclear war of some kind - i.e., any way shape or form. So we must be in Iraq for to be a decoying presence whereby the evil enemy will try to hurt the soldiers instead of little old ladies and harmless children over on the mainland. But as 2008 election is near and the possibility arises (armchair general) that someone will take office who will pull back the troops.

Then we could focus our attention on the illegal immigrant population and reaffirm the war on drugs. For to drive we need oil to make into gas-o-line whereby we can drive to work and do other errands for our beautiful American families. --- Amen!

Yes and we need tires to drive on and roads in good repair so that we have something to drive upon therefore going somewhere.

And we need trucks and trains to bring us building materials and food so that we may build buildings so to have a place to go buy food and go to work to earn money to buy cars with tires and oil and gas-o-line for to buy food that the trucks brought from our farms which raise corn and meat and noodles. So functions a society with the need to do things and a purpose, a goal, a means to an end - the carbon cycle for example whereby our defecation seeps into the ground and flows in rivers rich with nutrients to be evaporated into the sky and come as rain to feed the plants such as rice, corn, and noodles which also feed hogs and cows and sheep for milk and cheese.

Not to mention peanuts and vegetables and fruit. For this great society has become great through the bounty of our Lord. And yet I, a humble member of the species have deceived himself with pornography thus I have not made a baby to be my inheritor.

Such as it is I am a waste of time, space, and energy.

I do not produce any corn, peanuts, or noodles, so I cannot feed chickens, hogs, or cattle and because I don't grow my own vegetables I am a complete parasite on the face of the globe.

As an information disseminator I have failed time after another at providing instruction in any skill to peers or others and I have taken knowledge freely from libraries and have learned French without an instructor.

And if all I need is books I might as well not exist because books are useless except to book peddlers and traders and librarians. Children these days do not need books unless we deny that the purpose of man is survival via intercommunication between humans, because a book is an inert body incapable of making a decision or buying meals for itself. Thus, the purpose of why? could be looked up in a philosophy book, but the answer is: "look it up in a philosophy book" which is an activity of need of a book and furthermore a writer and a publisher and a reason and place to keep the book out of the ocean (or in a fire.)

Because books are better at room temperature I must admit. Not these frozen books or burnt up books. Therefore I shall sleep this Tuesday night with an ancient memory of Jay "Potato Head" Williams and his hot rod mom who tried to show me a mouse in his house, but the mouse was not to be found.  Then he got in trouble for looking in his sister's room. She had a slot machine of some kind we fooled with. He was weird I'll tell you, we used to go buy Star Wars cards at Circle K.

That must have been in 80 or 81. 82 and 83 were Supai middle school and 84-87 were Coronado.

A Political Awakening

What makes you democrat or republican? Do you even know?

Can we ever rise above the duality of man/woman, left/right, up/down, born/unborn?

It is written in nature but it is our nature to re-invent.

This is my latest painting.

Someday we may find Utopia. I hope that is where were headed at least.

50/50 Project

Here's my next art project.  If I can find a proper model, I would like to video record every moment of their life from the day they were born until the day they are 50 years old.
Then, I will stop recording and have them sit in front of a screen.
For the last 50 years of their life, they will watch the first 50 years of their life.

This will be called the 50/50 Project.

God says, man says

God says to man:  "If I didn't create you, I would have destroyed everything."
Man says to God:  "If I didn't believe in You, I would have destroyed everything."

Be kind, people...we are here but for the shortest time.